"Take, take a breath.
We've got all the time in the world,
to get a grip on the fact that we don't last.
But right now I wanna watch the sun go down with my best friends."
Interests:Music and going to shows definitely, anime/manga, computer, web and graphic designing stuff, movies, making movies, photography, shopping, ...yeah I know...I don't have much of a life...so sue me. Occupation:Student
Less than two weeks of summer. Less than two weeks to party like it's no one's business. Less than two weeks of less responsibility Most of all, less than two weeks to spend with old friends.
Isn't it funny how everyone seems to think that they aren't that girl or that boy? The one that annoys everyone or pisses people off from time to time more so than others. The one that people talk about behind their back. If no one is that kid, then where did that kid go?
If it makes you feel better, sure, you aren't him or her.
And, no, this has nothing to do with any specific person or event. It's just my brain drifting after midnight.
It rained yesterday. I'm not used to the rain in the summer. When it didn't rain, it was humid. This reminds me of how much I take Cali weather for granted.
Orientation was more than awkward. But it did get me pumped a little bit more for college and I did meet a few people.
I'm also on a Co-op program meaning that I'll be taking two quarters off in sophmore and junior year to work full time. I'll probably move back to Cali to work. I'll miss it too much.
The campus itself is crazy. The streets are so busy. But it's not as ugly as I thought it would be, so I guess that's good?
I'm still nervous about surviving on my own and making new friends (or lack thereof). I don't know ANYONE here, and most people already have friends with them. I'm still not ready to grow up...this is totally out of my comfort shell. :(
Even though I'm on the other side of the United States, Cali will always be my number one state
Does anyone even read these anymore? I guess it's a good and bad thing if the answer is no.
I kind of miss the absolute random blogging of things that only really matter to me. I miss it because sometimes I feel that no one cares about what I have to say. What's important to me they couldn't care less about. And I completely understand because, honestly, sometimes I feel the same way about what someone has to say to me. It's just, sometimes you have to be heard and feel like you actually matter, even if it is only in the form of a stupid blog.
Anyhow, it's day 17 of summer vacation. Unlike last year, I have nothing to do. I have no job, no summer classes, no trips (except for going to PA then NY for orientation and revisiting NYC for a day or two). Everyone's going somewhere. It makes me sad because this is the last time I'll see everyone before going to college and we're not even using it all.
This was pretty much pointless. But, oh well. It kept me busy for a couple of minutes.
"It's a terrible thing to know what you want
And to know you can't have it at all"
"Back to school, back to school to show my dad I'm not a fool"
So now I know what it's like to be a senior. However, I bet some people think I'm a freshman due to the fact that I think there are freshman taller than me :(
I'm so glad that I'm not taking all super hard courses, because I know I wouldn't be able to handle it. (though I envy those that can). Despite that, I haven't gotten a decent amount of sleep at all this whole week. I'm going to hibernate this labor day weekend (except not really) only waking to do my stats homework. I love the fact that part of my homework is to finish decorating my english folder and watch a movie on youtube. Wtf is this? I think I'm in the most heaven-ish part of school. Also I get to leave school at 1:35 with the sacrifice of waking up at 6 in the morning...but I guess it's worth it.
